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I don’t know if you’ll ever read this… but if you do, I hope you know this

I tried everything. Every word I typed, every call I never made, and every night I spent staring at the ceiling all of it was for you. I kept convincing myself that if I just stayed patient, if I kept holding on, you’d somehow feel the weight of my silence and know that I was still waiting… still hoping you’d find your way back to me. I remember everything. Not just the big moments, not just the love, not just the pain I remember all of it. I remember the first day I added you on Hike Messenger. I remember the first message I sent you on Instagram, the hesitation, the overthinking, the way my heart raced when I saw you online. And I remember the first time you replied on WhatsApp, how just that one notification felt like the best thing that had happened to me in a long time. I remember lockdown, the way we’d spend hours talking about everything and nothing. The way we’d create whole worlds in our conversations, like we had all the time in the world. Like we thought nothing could ever c...
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The Things I Wish I Could Forget, But Never Will...

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Some nights, I find myself praying for amnesia. Not the kind that makes you forget your own name or the people who have always been there, but the kind that would quiet the sound of yours in my heart. The kind that would soften the echoes of your laughter that still ring in my mind, long after you left. The kind that would let me close my eyes at night without seeing your face in every dream, without feeling the ghost of your touch in the empty spaces beside me. But the truth is, I don’t really want to forget you. If I did, I wouldn’t still be here waiting. Hoping. Loving you in silence, in the only way I know how. If I wanted to forget, I would have erased every trace of you from my life. I would have stopped listening to the songs we used to love, stopped looking for your reflection in strangers’ eyes, stopped whispering your name in my prayers. But I still do all of it, and maybe that’s what love really is an unshakable belief, even in absence. People say time heals. They tell me th...
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To the One I Could Never Send These To…

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There’s a folder in my phone a quiet little space where I’ve been writing to you ever since you left. Each letter is a whisper I never found the courage to say aloud. They were meant for you, yet they’ve only ever been seen by me. I wrote when I missed you, when I couldn’t sleep, when the world felt too loud, and when my heart ached in silence. Every time I reached for my phone, I found myself typing words I knew you’d never read words that kept you close even when you were gone. I never thought I’d share these letters with anyone. Each one was written in silence, tucked away in my drafts unsent, unread, but never unloved. They were my way of speaking to you when words felt too heavy to say aloud. Every thought, every feeling I couldn’t gather the courage to tell you I wrote them down. This blog is my way of letting those letters breathe. Of sharing the feelings I poured out in the quiet corners of my mind. They’re messy, imperfect, and sometimes painfully honest but they’re real. I do...
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